I used to believe that I was a hardcore introvert, who just loved being alone. But as I grew older, I realized that I was more of a socially anxious ambivert. I enjoy spending time with good company and peaceful solitude equally. However, strangers always made me uncomfortable.
As I thought more about it, I realized that I had a side to me that was equally extroverted. I’m the friend you call when you need someone to accompany you to an unusual event that the average person wouldn’t attend, like Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu, marathons, hot yoga, or a flower show. I’m always happy to join and support you, no matter how unusual the event.
Unfortunately, one of the biggest tragedies of my life is not being able to spend time with my best friends as often as I would like. Life always seems to get in the way, and I’m guilty of competing with my own attention, considering all the distractions around me. But, there is a part of me that yearns to hear my friend’s laughter and see their smile. I miss sitting down and listening to the glow of their soul, giving them the utmost attention they deserve.
To my dear friend, I write this letter. I wholeheartedly apologize for not spending as much time with you as I should have. I hope you can forgive me for my absence. I need to minimize my life in a way that has never been done before, for I have been too much of a creator and not enough of a destroyer. I must do a better job of being loyal to the Truth, the Good, and the Beautiful. I have faith that we’ll see each other more in the future, for if you enjoyed my company as much as I did yours, that means I graciously saw your truth, your goodness, and your beauty.
Stay Cosmic, Wibi.
Cosmic Latte 
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